i feel like a **** in a field full of flowers.

oh how i wish to be beautiful,
to be loved,
to be chosen;
chosen first.

i wish to be the one who stands out,
well liked,
noticed,
with many friends.

i wish to be looked up to,
idolized, but not
too much,
like a mentor,
or someone that can be trusted.

i wish
to be wanted.

i wish
to be loved.

i wish
to be cared for.

i wish
i wish
i wish


to be you.