Turn down those lights please And turn off the music. My head echoes the empty. Pain(t) cracks and peels off these grey walls. I knocked over my bucket of hope yesterday When I fell over my own uncertainties. Lately the WELCOME mat has been missing Me from it. This bed won't let me sleep At least I don't get the misleading mirage of dreams. When did breathing get so hard? *I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.