We are walking toward Mendenhall Glacier, it's 15 degrees Fahrenheit, or so, there is an inch of dry sandy snow atop the lake's frozen face, it creaks under our feet, like a wooden boat.
the sky is blank-blue the sun is washing the snow, ice, and mountains in blinding white and shadows
our Ophelia has questions about the ice.
"what will happen when the ice is gone?" I dig my brain, inside myself, I don't really know.
my instinct is toward the material, the tangible, like my wife:
"we won't be able to see the glacier from here anymore."
Ophelia turns this for a beat, "Does the ice get smaller?" "yep"
It does. Where does it go? It melts. Where does it go? It flows in rivers to lakes and the ocean.
I churn inside myself how much does a 7 year old need to know? how much do I actually know?
the sun bleaches the colors of the world, the ancient ice glows an ethereal blue, the mountains tower their power.
I think of the end, of all of this, to all of this.