When you run, with feet following army like commands Strong flight through wispered haven, you stand untouchable Its the moments when you stop When you breath. Exhale. Its the moments when youre stuck between an impulse and a drag The cracks widen and you don't even realize you're falling The pull you in to a place beyond rescue Face first fury Wide eyed you can't remember what moment what decision what happened to bring you to this place No blond girl with eyes of gloried youth tells herself this is what she's going to end up like Nobody would wish it upon themselves or anyone else The cracks widen and you tear the pages of a book written with ink you taste through your blood. You gasp for air and the exhale gets stolen Taken with red finger tips, another reminder, and placed on your door Remember the weakness Remember how you swore this was the last time Take your breath back Cry inky tears as you bring it down under your skin Its yours again but its alien and foreign and you cry until the ink bleeds wine You had youth on your side and desperation in your veins No rehabs cures breathlessness That's the goal after all this time Bring back the blond haired girl with a sharp nose and a crave for sharp love