Uncertainty,
Never knowing what’s going on inside your head
If I could only get a glimpse
If I could only get a hope
I don’t know why I keep trying
When it’s so obvious

I just can’t lose my last glimmer of hope
I can’t let it go
I feel that once I’ll do it
Everything will break
Well, my everything, my dreams and my desires and my imaginary meetings

I’m trying to let go
But it’s just so freaking hard
When the memory of no memory haunts me
If I’d only get a sign
Might I break,
Or might I fall into more delusions?