I've been kind and polite That should of been a warning But y'all done and ****** up now Lete explain my anxiety attacks I've been there but got no one to understand whats on my back Like you comprehend my **** to understand that I'm there for the most but I'm the one stabbing backs Nah I'm trying to vibe Stay by my loved ones side People come to me to hide But I'm to listen and to be "alright" You know what I'm at the point and about to pop a poll and a few drinks Who the **** cares what I think? About to watch that light house About to dip my toes and ice cold But **** it at least I'm not at home