Standing on a starting line without anyone left to explain this This cypher written from top to bottom in a tongue I don't speak Or feel compulsion to study, still written well in meaning I heard this quote, it stuck me under my sleep Like honey dripping over a bee's dead body "I know how to be perfect but there's comfort in my panic" I felt it slipping under my skin, a touch To tell me it's okay to be not okay To just run from coast to coast Looking for yourself in everything