Abeer

Abeer 4d

In from the edge of a maze
I fall to every stone hardened in shine
Feeling surrounded, clouded by craze
A clad of them good, yet I fall into the same place
In that light that hawken the unreal ground
Feels distant from where you are about
You felt like a dream, inside my house
But maybe again I slept in the wrong place

Abeer Apr 9

Jane's Therapist

Little she floats, a sphere of life
Brakes every day, reforms every night
Soft as cotton candy on mid-summer rain
Stern, as she throws her arms and invades

Jane, you are sweet and kind
You melt steel and wood with your eyes
O, Jane, you are sweet and evergreen
But sometimes we get dirt to ought to get clean
But sometimes we are blind beneath beauty

Weigh a thought, she loves more freely
She is addicted to all the wrong girls, extremely
It's hard to get off that phone and face
The ugly forest of her posture and it's place

Jane, you are mean and rude
You crave the empty and then lie crude
O, Jane, you are depressed to the brim
But sometimes we leave blood behind
To throw our anger out and quit being blind

Jane, O, Jane, the world longs for empty dwell
We ought to seek others, don't be shy
I think you will be happier if you forgive yourself
And stop hurting the world whenever you try

this is a song I wrote and that's why I think it's weird on its own

Abeer Apr 8

poetry too complicated for a song in E minor

a cloudless night, freed from stars or constellations in the way
inciting and inviting me to lay my hands down
upon my lurching, I could count every shade of grey
because I am freed and in my freedom, I will drown
glances fighting to sound
(a waistline of nothing
a dream of sommer truth
a crest of an ocean wave
seven feet of soil, and the water in it)
is everything our fate isn't about

Abeer Mar 31

If there is an afterlife, make me....

David Gilmour's guitar
Sylvia's pen
Houdini's hat
Feymann's bongos
Elliott's beanie
Cobain's *******
Karpov's mind
Hozier's hair
Tolkien's genius
Bragg's youth
Greenwood's innocence
Dostoevsky's demon's nihilism
Napolean's Europe
Myself maybe.

Abeer Mar 11

Happily, im unfazed here, too

"you gaze unafraid as they
sob from the city roofs"

#hozier

Abeer Feb 25

Motion Picture Soundtrack

the wind, a crash survived
feeling numb till I could hide
a kind, howling wind so high
it drowns me, stabbed to quiet

the feel, a crest so shy
a trough of the night
a kind, evading feel so dry
it hurts me, burned so bright

the moon, a pillar far atop
the death of the evening sky
a kind, lurching till the top
it blinds me, a whisper of a final cry

hey, do you see me
I'm buried and blind
please, don't leave me
in time you will find
hey, do you see me
I'm early and dead
please, don't leave me
I'm losing this quest

a spec, out on the shore
a wave-consuming world beneath
a wreak, wreak of a boat
it shoves me, like a drunken breeze

a world, warm in my sleep
Please let it stretch(a kind)
a kind, unhindered peace,
if it burns, do wood I fetch?

a song, dead and lovely,
As it was Asleep.
a girl, teaching me,
How to disappear completely.

hey, do you see me
I'm buried and blind
please, don't leave me
in time you will find
the moment before it grew
It took shade under our castle
The realms of the Anxious
And it whispered "I love you"

Abeer Feb 20

Pyramid song (death cry)

Jump to the river, what did I see?
A black-eyed angel swimming with me
A pool full of stars and astral cars
Oh all the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my fears were turning into nothing
A slow dagger to make me feel
It hurts less when we are free
Jump on the world, what did I see?
A wolf trying to dream in his sleep
A pool full of sharks, and magnesium sparks
Oh all the things I used to believe
All my friends were there for me
All my fears were calling it quits
A push on the head to make me feel
It hurts more than when I start to breathe.

the quietest knife is uneasy to hold