I've always been the first and the last to offer my attention. Never been much for begging for any in return. Well, At least not sober me. If I were to walk on coals I'm so sure I wouldn't burn. I'd be cold. But is it really different than any of my inner thoughts? Placing bets on my questions that glow. I'm certain I'd win them all because it's unfortunate but true. I'm lost and kind of alone. The difference between you and I is that..... I'd always give. Some how you'd be the first to receive and forget.