Im realizing here isnt home if we aren't. As my plans alter, I feel unsteady, unsure, not ready. So i'll go back? Just pass through each known place like a ghost wandering through halls that were once mine but hold no warmth anymore. I think it's needed now. I'll cut off my extremities so I don't have to hold your hand when I walk that circle, chasing just the chance at remnants that we were there at all.
Im chasing a feeling. I go to say that nothing good came from that place but that would hold no truth cause you were proof. A poet. An east side story. A broadway play that spoke no names. Brilliance that didn't belong in this place. Im still on the pursuit of happiness. I know i'm still living in the past but that because thats where I find it.