How can you love him more? I took care of you from day one. No sleep, tired, frustrated but true to you. I have ****** up along the way but im with you all day. I do everything for you and your rude to me, even when i do nothing or speak gentle. Today you went crazy and not silence could stop you. All it took was his voice and you calmed down. I am nothing to you. You don't care and it hurts and infuriates me at the same time. I don't know what to do, i feel like backing away but i can't i don't let myself. Am i a terrible person? Do you hate me? I hope not because i love you and it hurts when i cant help you.