All i ever wanted was for you to be here. I wanted your time, i wanted to talk to you, cuddle you. We fought time and time again. You didn't care you had more important things to do. Making money, taking care of us. I don't remember asking for money. I don't want to struggle but i rather have happy memories. I got used to not seeing you and I rather be with myself. You resent me for it, but i told you. A million times what i needed. I needed you and you werent there. So i love myself and not you and you resent me for it. But i told you so.