They Said I was an attention *****. I believed them. They said I was ugly. I believed them. They said I was useless. I believed them. They said I was worthless. I believed them. They said I was a hopeless *****. I believed them. They said I was stupid. I believed them. They said I was fat. I believed them. They said I would never be loved. I believed them. They said I wasn't cared about. I believed them. They said I was unable to be helped. I believed them. They said they didn't care. I believed them. They said I was a failure. I believed them. They said I was hated. I believed them. They said I should **** myself. So I tried. I failed. They still taunt me. My thoughts. I believe everything they say. I believe that I'm an attention *****. I believe that I'm ugly. I believe that I'm useless. I believe that I'm worthless. I believe that I'm a hopeless *****. I believe that I'm stupid. I believe that I'm fat. I believe that I will never be loved. I believe that I'm not cared about. I believe that I'm unable to be helped. I believe that they don't care. I believe that I'm a failure. I believe that I'm hated. I believe that I should **** myself. But again... I failed. Each time I fail. Every time I fail. My thoughts come haunting back. They Said