I could never **** myself
too scared of death
or maybe im not...

I couldn't do it myself
but I wouldn't mind dying
seeing if things are better on that side
not having to worry about anything
the judgment,
the stress,
the fear of
EVERYTHING.

I could never **** myself
but
sometimes I wish I was in a car accident
sometimes I wish I was just injured.

I could never **** myself,
but I wouldn't mind dying right now.
-te