I don't I can ever compete. A trillion thought hite at once. Can't write, can't think, can't eat nor sleep. Just some dark poetry. A little bit of Breaking Benjamin to get me through my anxiety attacks. ***** they come in waves. I forget to journal and forget to write words. For better possibly for the worse. I can't forgive anyone but myself for the ones who had my hurt. Jokes on you I can't write to express myself tonight, that's all you'll be able to read from my poetry.