I never realized how sensitive I am
until I couldn't stop crying
and I hurled last weeks dinner
just because they yelled at me

I didn't want them to hate me
but they told me I had problems
and that I was horrible

I'm sorry and I wish they didn't hate me
I wish that I could take back what I said
but it's all wishing
and I can't tell them I'm sorry
because I'm afraid they'll hurt me

And it's all stupid
nothings going to change
it's not my fault
so I guess I shouldn't care
(but I do)