I have much to say but little courage To get out the bed and write I have curled up in fetal position I have sweated all night I asked to be saved and He did just that I didn't think you'd be gone though I didn't do the math You showed me love You showed me care The very least I could've done was be there I am so sorry that life turned out this way I am so sorry about this life, love. You deserved so much more