Saying things Just for the sake of saying things Writing down sentences I don’t understand New scars marking up my hands Femininity down the drain Tired eyes screaming in the mirror Boy is this silence loud Depth is a progression I keep wanting to float Aging is a recipe for losing yourself Attempting to glaze over it Ideas on a towering pedestal The spirit rooms away locked up tight Knowing what is needed With no power over myself Put freckles on my face Just to occupy space and time To feel different Cyclical and inevitable Devoid of satisfaction Restless