Every connection I make I eventually break. It's the fear of being inadequate to someone's taste that causes me to shiver and shake like ******-doo I'm not the one that leaves, I make you. It's really not your fault I want you to shoo I really don't but I have an abandonment issue. Its why I live alone and don't pursue romantic interests. I sit around frantic as if the Atlantic and Pacific, to be specific, were going to flood the exact spot I sit in.