Swig and swim in dimming seethe, plastic cup palomas, beers held close to chest as voices lap up steeply to black rafters. Standing close, I feel you breathe under my hands, and swell with music, ribbon-wrapped in clap and laugh. These nights, they roll on in wild waves: we're falling bed into bed, our touch like breaking bread before a feast where nothing's saved for later - not a single bite... Then day rises cold and wet and white.