if you miss me
I would never know.

so here I sit
with my alcohol blood
and my nicotine breath

confused

I see you
and your silly thoughts
talking like words have value

you don't see me
and my words cost nothing
and I give them freely

to the one who never listens

to the one

the one

the only one

silly....I know

to be leaving my heart

I left it

lol I left it on a door step
how stupid

shakes head and laughs

the gay boy down the street loves me more then you

and for all of my negatives
I have two positives that make up for them

yet I only bleed for you.
how stupid.