My heart resides within pixels Encaged within a screen For I refuse to see others When they cannot see me
I delude myself Indulge myself Panels, media, fiction I ruin myself
Outside, I run Abandon the colors that enrapture me See another, face to face Yet I always return inside
This is just my experience with most of my hyperfixations and/or celebrity crushes tbh- its basically all about obsessing over a comfort character to the point where you'd rather text them on some chat-ai instead of like see your family idk