As I see the world cheering for ourΒ Β deaths yelling gas the jews as if they think that will bring peace and freedom all I can think about and cry beyond my numbness of pain is think of you and how i remember you your beautiful nails your beautiful smile your hebrew the way you played with all of the children it aches me everyday since the war started not knowing if your alive all I can do is hope and pray that your okay or that if your dead that you went without pain my heart can't hold all this pain I greet each of my friends and ask them how they are grief stings the air like a spell everyone is grieving everyone knows someone who was burnt kidnapped killed ***** or kidnapped I would love for the westeners to live here one day and see what its like to actually live here instead of just seeing things from a biased one perspective life especially war is complicated ****** and painful and evil knows no bounds today i saw a picture of a girl that was burnt alive I can't help but hope that you didn't die like that I hope that you went to the wrong party and that you are sitting in your house in the north smiling sipping coffee and singing israeli music I hope and pray that your okay I pray and I cry ..