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Oct 2023
Low key trying to respect myself. I've been battling some mental health. It's concerning to my loved ones and they believe I need to seek some help. Have been ignoring myself,  I'm no stranger to hell. My heart pleads, got my soul praying on my knees, and impulsive thoughts to make these wrists bleed. Never ever felt so weak. So I'm see myself, when I'm ready I'll get some help. Slowly working out by itself. No concerns here. I've been repairing my heart, I've built up these walls. I'm defending my emotions, I black myself out I'm a lose more than just my control. A sip of dark liquor to illuminate my way. I'm drowning in shots that drown me in their waves. I'm lying in bed telling the world I'm okay! I'm getting wasted to dance away my internal pain. I'm conflicted and I forget how to find my way. I'm on a date with regret and depression. I laugh out loud and take more shots to feel nothing.
Would rather slam Bourbon and Whiskey.
Nellie 55
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Nellie 55  28/M/Minnesota
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