I want to see you.
I want to tell you how I, too, carry the same pain and suffering.
Believe me, I have enough of it in me, perhaps enough to **** me, to **** us even the universe, that is, if we gave it a chance to.

But you, now there is you, and I would like to see you again,
to tell you how you make my life worth living.

From the core of my body,
to the marrow of my aching bones.
I love you and I'm grateful for who you are.

Come back soon.