This time I cherish
A man probably just a little older than me
Is rubbing at my toes, and massaging my feet
****, this is insanely new to me
His hands are gripping and pushing
Up my calves, strangely pleasantly

Beside my my Mama’s eyes are shut
He’s fallen asleep with his mouth open
The masseuse ardently working at his feet
Getting more oil, working up the calves
We’re in silence, but I feel so much love
Heck, he’s asleep and my heart is singing

I’m going to miss this, so much
I’m going to miss you dear mama
And I’m so sorry I can’t be here for your birthday
Wow that feels good, rubbing on the heels

I’d never experience this alone
Not even with anyone else
I really can’t explain why
You make me feel so safe
Yet you don’t try to fill my Appa’s shoes
I think it’s that, that’s so meaningful

This will be our special thing
You’ve got a special place in my heart
Thank you for showing me safety
Thank you for showing me stability
God knows how I’ve lacked that in this decade
I know you’ll never turn your back on me

Thank you dear mama
Thank you for opening your heart to me
Thank you for saying this song reminds me
It reminds me of Dil, that’s why I like it
Thank you for saying that you miss him

Lord knows you don’t open up this way
I know, because I don’t too
We’re the same, you and I
Shunned by our harsh words, yet loving hearts
I cherish the words you share with me
I cherish our special bond

I love you so, more than words can paint
I hope I can show you the same love
I hope you gain every happiness there is

Your soul is so pure
You give so much
You speak my language
I will really, really, miss you

Till then I’ll giggle at your little snores
And ask you questions like a child
Its nice to be a kid again,
Even for a little while
I know you’re taking care of me

All my love
will never be enough
My heart is so full
may you have all the happiness there is.