I'm Not... I'm not who everyone thought I was to be. I'm not the girl everyone laughs with and smiles. I'm not the child my parents thought they raised well. I'm not the girl that would seem to be lively and happy to be here. I'm not the person who dreams every night and wakes up smiling to the sun. I'm not the smart girl who doesn't have to struggle to make good grades in school. I'm not the girl who believes in herself or has thoughts of a good future at making it in life.