I hate this learnership. I hate being here. I am drained, unhappy, dissatisfied, and not at ease.
I am underpaid, and not where I need to be. They don't even let us drink their coffee. I come here wanting to go back home. My actual career is taking off, but I haven't started getting an income from my career, as its still in its beginning phases.
This still brings me an income, and I get a qualification out of it.
Those are the only positives, there's a steady income coming in every month. I have backup with a learnership. But, I am not happy. I hate it here, I wish I could work from home. I want to go home, I don't want to be here. I actually want to cry. I am completely exhausted.