and theres no denying
I hate to feel this way
Im so used to it
Its all real
here I am again
summer after summer
***** and dusty
pale and thick
hot and sticky


withering away
getting bigger with hate
smaller with confidence
these words its all I feel
all I have

It wont amount to you

I could try to be just as bad as you
just as pathetic and worthless

I wont.