whatever I have done, I am so so sorry. whatever you are feeling, I am so so sorry. whatever is happening, I am so so sorry. whatever this is, I am so so sorry. I didn’t mean to, I didn’t mean to, I didn’t mean to.

More and More i say and More and More you know and More and More i feel More disconnected More delusional and More gone

press your foot against mine but no please dont press your hand against mine but no please dont press your leg your fingertips your side your hips your touch
no please dont

waitwaitwait

whatever I did, I am so so sorry. whatever you feel, I am so so sorry. whatever happened, I am so so sorry. whatever this is, I am so so sorry. I don’t mean, I don’t mean to, I don’t mean to.

but i always do
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