the fates are so unfair catching me unaware that i have sauntered vaguely downwards but keep putting me in despair because i will never be the one the one you'll honour as your partner the one you'll stand with at the altar the one you'll take your vows with the hand you'll hold on the street the body you'll hug in your sleep and the lips that you'll kiss deeply and sweetly
it'll never be me we can never be i will just keep longing forever hoping that in our next lifetimes you'll finally be mine finally, it'll be us always all our days that despite the circumstances you'll choose me anyways
obviously, the "sauntered vaguely downwards" is from good omens which i am currently obsessed with