My fears have become amplified They consume me. Other people worry about being watched, about talking too much, but my biggest fear is my mere existence. The idea that my senses all allude me I am just as likely to be standing as I am sitting down I am just as likely to be here as I am elsewhere I am just as likely to be awake as I am asleep Nothing that I see or feel is real Everything I type and read is a fabrication a delusion an allusion to it being a fantasy Perhaps my life has all been just a dream