I have been a dreadful man,
I have done despicable deeds
To someone I love,
Unwarrantable things,
Things of which I am rightly
And deeply ashamed,
And I could easily argue
The case that I be left,
But I am changed,
Apalled at my past and
Perceive that what I have
Is love - true love - real love,
Love that is bigger than me,
Love that matters more
Than pride or overwhelming
Confidence,
But that is all about me,
And with my history I
Really do not matter
Nor deserve a chance,
However I also see the beauty
And the value of us,
The enormity of our relationship,
To both of us,
And it is that which drives
My refusal to quit,
Makes loss of pride and dignity
All worthwhile,
Because together we are wonderful,
Together we can rule a world,
A life of our creation,
Together - and this the vital thing,
We can be that loving family
For each other
That we neither knew before,
And for that,
For you,
For us,
I will do whatever it takes
She about whom this is writ knows the truth of it. She knows the depth of my love and the reality of my repentence.
I ask her forgiveness in return for a lifetime of love and loyalty and joy