I can still smell you on my pillow its sweet and soft but it makes me so sad your soft caresses lingering on my face I remember your words I LOVE YOU and for a moment I let you in it feels so good to be wrapped in your strong long arms I forgot how much I feel for you and like a **** it spills from me I can't control it its wonderful and sad and blissful all at once I'm on cloud nine that we two lovers finally got it right!! Finally. And the morning comes you have work I wait all day to here from you and like before nothing then I call to hear you say it once more and just when I think its coming you say I never ment to let you think I wanted you!!!  I'm hurt broken and in tears all you say is I never wanted to be with you I just wanted to see you I hang up in fear of being so exposed once again I sit back and think how many times will I fall for the I LOVE YOU!!  Then I think silently my love my heart my blood its not wrong to believe in love then I sleep so softly in my dreams all is well I'm not sad I'm not hurt I'm not in love with you.