Art is the only thing with no boundaries yet you refuse to create you keep this hold on your throat and you let it decide what it does with you. You could easily choose not to but this is where we are now I hate to leave you in the dust but this is where we are now You mean nothing to me and you have meant nothing for the longest time You have created a horrible life for yourself and you continually blame it on other people and that is not their fault this is your responsibility and you should take care of it This is what you have to show for what you have worked hard for and I hope it is worth it I hope you find love and peace and happiness and most importantly wealth even though i don't mean financial wealth but I do mean wealth and health and happiness.