I heard a story one time, A story I couldn't and wish not to forget.
There was a boy. A small young boy, sensitive to what other feels, A kind young boy who chooses to see the good out of everyone. He's an innocent young boy who sees the world in a good sense. One day, he was playing in a playground, He saw an insect walking in the middle of it. He and his friends were playing a game, and that game needs running. He so badly wanted to protect the insect that he went directly to the insect. He covered the insect with both of his hands, trying to protect it from the kids who are running. The other kids saw what he did. Never did he know he can influence other people that easily. The other kids copied what he did, and covered him while he was covering the insect. He knows the intentions of the kids were good. He saw that the other kids just wanted to do what he was doing because he see the good in people. But due to the weight of all the kids, When he opened both of his hands where the insect can be found, He saw the insect crushed and flat. It broke his heart. It broke his heart so much that he couldn't forget the story.
This boy that I'm talking about is now a man with job and responsibilities. He still remembers clearly the time that his inner kid couldn't forget. I could still see the inner kid in him, every single time we spent together. I could still see the boy that protected the insect and had his heart broken because the insect died. He's still the sensitive boy, hiding in a "have a strong heart" man. He still gets his heart broken in the smallest things, hiding in a "I'm okay, I can do it." I'm happy I witnessed both the boy and the man. And I'm happy I get to experience to love this boy and this man.
I should, can, must, and will move on. Thank you for everything. I love you, and these three words will just stay here.