Can’t keep up on my level You created a monster out of me That makes me a dauntless rebel Soothing affairs and comforting lies, they got me
You told me what to do, though I never asked, Said it’s just advice, but it feels like a mask. You don’t see the pain that I silently bear, Unrequited love, but you don’t seem to care.
Ready whenever I like to buzzkill Don’t be such a bitter pill I’m one to talk, I thought it would give me a rain check Fooled me once or twice
But I once returned to 2021 Back to where and when you first met me It caught me reminiscing on something that was already gone Though everything has been said and done
It was treacherous and killing me A global pandemic arises I regretted every moment slowly fading Slowly turning into a reality of memories
Heard different sides of the stories It seems tempting, too unrealistic to believe in It took me back to when you first loved me It was heaven, but it felt hellish too
You were kept on love-bombing me I highly doubted it though Told me comforting lies and unbelievable truths Yet you made me rot in hell, like my dignity and worth
But now, you keep coming back You keep wanting me back How do you sleep at night? Do you still think of me?
Do you have any right to keep me? I think not, I want you out of my sight