As Lonely as the moon in the dark sky I remember my mother singing me a lullaby I had to leave my past behind in the shadows My fears kept chasing me into the arms of nowhere I sit on the cold blood stained floor Too many emotions and it took a toll Watching it dripping, dripping and it driving me mad Yet this pain that I feel, please try to tell me its not real She had her whole life filled with hopes and dreams...now she's only left with these memories and disbelief Its you who cries yourself to sleep Hoping you won't feel a thing Maybe someday this will all be just a memory But her heart sunk what if she never makes it till then She's staring at the ceiling all in vain, she's already thinking to putting a end to this pain Thinking how dead you feel inside Broken or bent Scratches or dents We are all addicted to something that takes away the pain What makes us feel alive you will be the reason for your own demise