When your near and I stare into your eyes I wonder What do you carry with you? Are these burdens heavy? Do they weigh you down? Is that why you feel like an anchor Stuck in this small town? You write cute poems in a notebook Carry it everywhere Say no one understands you Do you understand yourself? I wonder what you carry And if itβs holding you back This life is heavy sometimes You wear it on your back You said your mother used to hit you Your father was checked out And from a young age you were angry Played the devils hand at every chance. And you acted like a devil But said when true evil crossed your path You felt pity instead of fear You said you could feel the baggage on their back. And I wonder what you carry with you Does your load haunt your soul Is the burden heavy Does it drag you into the undertow?