It's a sick love affair An abusive relationship I ******* beat her It never fails she is always there Telling me begging me saying babie just one more won't hurt But it does I should have known better Most call it alcohol but she calls me her one love Just like the bob marley song I rather smoke a blunt but she insists I have another shot I take her by the handle I put my thirsty lips to the bottle Down goes another She has me ****** up because in the morning my head pounds A sick love affair my girlfriend can't stand her She becomes upset when she catches us together She is my other lover but I'm trying to end it with her Both jealous of each other I know who I want and its not the bottle I use to love her but I can not any longer **** that love affair I want my real love sober and alert Tired of those foggy mornings Wondering how I got home Too scared to answer my phone I rather hide behind close doors I want to be done with those **** that love affair I am telling her its over