As catastrophic
as it all gets
As giant and ferocious and fast
It all feels

I pull with great force and love
Conversations we've had
I laugh at the calamity
of talking about the same word
and how different our definitions
of it were

Entropy  

I feel this deep within

When I drive through the single lane forest roads
Coaxing my children into a nap they want nothing to do with.

I feel this deep within

When it's hot
I'm inbetween the sheets
and I see the leaves outside shake in the breeze.

I feel this deep within

After some fresh air and a little quiet

Its always after some quiet.

I recall our conversations because yours is the definition that relieves my soul

That after the great chaotic event
That after the loudness
brightness
and end of the end

When the dust settles
It does just that

Settles.