sometimes you don't realize what the universe is putting in front of you.
nostalgia is a liar, i never missed you and i don't think i ever will.
i don't live in regret, and i don't expect you to know how to go about this.

life isn't something i'm supposed to have figured out.  i've definitely gotten smarter about my choices but why do i feel so stagnant?

i feel like i end up in the same situations i did years ago, without a way out. no matter the actions i take, the people i surround myself with, the same things end up happening to me.

what is this trying to teach me? what am i supposed to learn from this? when will i know when i have the answer, and which one is the right one?

what happens when i keep turning to the past? does it really never change? if people change, then doesn't the past change to a different future?

i feel like i'm seventeen again, when i only had myself to rely on because i felt like no one knew what was going on, yet this time i do, but i don't like what i hear anymore.

you've continued to stay in love with me, but i don't want to deal with hurt. why do you love me if i don't love you back?