Chill.
I’m cool.
Supposedly I’m chill.
Why am I chill?
Probably because I don’t care.
I don’t really have any feelings,
Towards what other people say or do.
So I lack the empathy to relate people!
Please I apologize for my angst and hard bluntness.
I apologize for being weird, and hard and cold and uninviting.
It’s just the way I act outside from inside.
It’s my way to never get hurt, ever.
Inside I’m loud and scared to feel.
It’s hard to live like that.
To live in loud fear.
Do you know me?
Anything at all?
Actually shy.
Shy.