I'll finally admit that I've lost my mind For all around me I hear them say That my sense of reason is much too kind And that I need to keep it well at bay
I'm not good and I'm not bad And I'm telling you that it's rather sad To be this alone with a single voice Reminding me that I've only got one choice
Paint the world with your darkened dreams And show them what you intend to do Prove that your world is tearing at the seams And that all you need is a little happy glue
The voice, it tells me I'm not good It rasps out gratingly that I should Fall into its welcoming arms And surrender to its familiar charms
But I know deep down who I really am I'm a child still learning to take control Of a life that feels like a strenuous exam Still unwilling to commit my soul
So that voice, it tells me that I'm really bad That I've seriously gone completely mad But that's alright, because I am who I want to be Everything that makes this person that is me
Paranoia within the world Can only go as far as we allow And our thoughts that have become so whorled Are a raging phobia that will merely show us how