I'm broken, all these words left unspoken inside my mind, commotion all the time The motion that they ride To destroy what is mine Self sabotage, but it's fine
enjoying my life like beer, the sweetness ofΒ decorousΒ words A Hecklers curse.
spread rumors among birds,
(Chirp chirp)
Learned to handle pressure just to rise above herds,
I don't care what you heard I'm a man on the verge Losing all that I've earned, Cruising fast down the road Hit a bump, then I swerved But I won't lose control.
That's what I thought, (right) Now I'm burned in a urn,
If I crash, you must know..
I hit a wall and relapsed, so I'm back with the smoke.
I hit a wall, too relaxed enjoying what I broke.
I hit a wall and then collapsed I'm lying on this road.
Everything around me feels bitter and cold. No better than I was at 20 years old
the older I grow, the harder it is. to let things go,
I'm reaching for my soul, I'm looking at my goals I'm thinking of my fam I'm trying to watch them grow,
Instead, im bleeding out slow gasoline on the asphalt feeling weak, won't move, can't talk, hear the beat of my heart stop as the spark starts.