I'm not afraid,
to stand up this far.
I'm scared to fall,
and be forever scarred.
I'm not afraid,
to walk alone.
But to be forever,
on my very own.
I'm not afraid,
to be in dark,
I'm scared of what,
may lurk in that dark.
I'm not afraid,
to sing aloud.
I'm scared I'll be told,
shut up right now.
I'm not afraid,
to show my poetry.
I'm scared I'll be told,
writing's not for me.
I'm not afraid,
to let trust in.
I'm scared it'll be broken,
and proven wrong again.
I'm not afraid,
of death to come.
I'm scared I won't accomplish.
what I want to get done.
I'm not afraid to love,
and let my heart soar.
I'm scared he won't want to,
and I'll be left unsure.
I'm not afraid to love,
I'm scared to be broken.
To let love in is an invitation,
for the heart to slowly blacken.
I'm not afraid to love,
or to let him in.
Because I trust his heart,
and that's a good place to begin.
I trust he'll hold me high,
but he won't let me fall.
And he'll be by my side,
each time I call.
I trust he'll stand by me,
when I'm in the darkness.
To fight off all evil,
and help clean my mess.
I trust he'll listen,
if I ask him to.
To my singing or poetry,
and whatever else I do.
I trust he'll love me,
unconditionally forever.
And I can put my fears to rest,
and let him mend the weather...