its a blister bandaid sock combination its the yesterday tomorrow combination its the dried up and fresh lawn its the untied knot and TV combination its remembering the rainbow trout and forgetting every birthday you were ever told its the roads that never touched but ran parallel through three cities they shared the same median for many miles we walked in the middle of it our legs tired into the earth rocks rust rush we saw the moving forward and looking back combination the coffee and 7 pm combination call dad figure out situation mint new keys pack clothes in the wicker basket now that I know I'm leaving I savor every day like a coughdrop it's not too cold and it's not too warm the song that played was 666 so I turned my phone upside down traded it for a pen humbled me with a piece the one that has a map yet knows no future combination