your soft-spoken voice;
with an endearing charm,
left me in shackles
i wish to never be free of.

how is it all real?
that i get to bathe
in the moonlight of my dreams?
how is it all real?

unconditionally
your love approaches me.
asking once again
how is it all real?

if tis but a dream,
please don't let me wake.
if tis but a dream,
forever i will sleep.



• for my caitlin

i honestly cannot believe that it's already been 3 months since i first asked you out. and i'm really happy that you said yes to me babe, so many things have happened since then, be it good or bad, and yet i don't ever regret asking you out. i know we have had our ups n downs and yet we're still together, makes me think that theres nothing that we CANT do as long as we r together:) i love u and i just wanna keep this one short bc i feel like ive said what i wanted to say in the poem.

also the picture on the cover of the video i begged huang to draw for me even tho he doesn't draw **** like that (my idea tho i just kept asking him 'hey can u add like this n that') its basically me dreaming n i thought it kinda relates to the poem

anyway i love u and i hope u like it