I went to that rooftop party today
I went and I faced my demons
seemed like that was the theme of this week
I went and I saw and conquered
and showed them
that I am not afraid or scared anymore
I go days and days in complete silence
the only sound is of my own mind
my whole life
all I've had is the opposite of this
so much noise talking and being sociable
seems hard
now I have more peace
but I have noone
and that feels like an indescribable ache of longing
deep within.