Everytime I drown into that bittersweet taste I get this fuzzy feeling. Like my minds been erased. My tears roll down as i stare into the ceiling Just thinking. There are other ways to let it out instead of draining But if I don't I’ll feel like I’m sinking. I’ve tried to stop but I just end up missing that feeling. I don’t want to end up like my father. So I decided it’s time to stop for a while. Don’t want to be intoxicated and instead walk around with a smile.